Monday, May 18, 2015

New Testament post, Week 4

Choice 3: Matthew 14: 22-33 Walk on the Sea
1.      Review Matthew 14:22-33. Identify in writing what the reaction of the apostles was when they first saw the Savior walking on the water toward them.
a.       " And when the disciples saw him walking on the sea, they were troubled, saying, It is a spirit; and they cried out for fear."
b.      They were scared because he was walking on water. They thought he must have been some kind of spirit or ghost.
2.      What did Peter's response indicate about him?
a.       "And Peter answered him and said, Lord, if it be thou, bid me come unto thee on the water. And he said, Come. And when Peter was come down out of the ship, he walked on the water, to go to Jesus."
b.      Peter must have had SO MUCH faith to know that if it really was the Savior who beckoned him that he could walk on water. From the beginning he didn't doubt. He simply knew he could. That is pretty impressive to me.
3.      According to Matthew 14:30, why did Peter begin to sink?
a.       " But when he saw the wind boisterous, he was afraid; and beginning to sink, he cried, saying, Lord, save me."
b.      He began to sink because he was afraid. :(
4.      What did peter do when he began to sink? What word in the verses describes the expediency or the timing when Jesus responded to Peter's request?
a.       " he cried, saying, Lord, save me."
b.      " And immediately Jesus stretched forth his hand"
c.       The second Peter started to sink, he called on the Lord and the Lord IMMEDIATELY reached out to save him.
5.      Read D&C 88:67. Write a paragraph describing what principle from this verse relates to what Peter did to successfully walk on the water. How can this same principle be applied to your life to assist you in walking over the storms of life?
a.       "And if your eye be single to my glory, your whole bodies shall be filled with light, and there shall be no darkness in you; and that body which is filled with light comprehendeth all things."

b.      When Peter was able to walk on the water successfully it was because there wasn't a shred of fear in him. He was focused on the Savior and because of that, there wasn't a chance of him failing. There was no darkness because his whole soul was filled with light. I think something that is important to remember as we look at the D&C verse is that when our bodies are filled with light, there is no room for darkness in us. Peter fell because he was afraid. Fear=darkness. Personally, this is something I NEED to apply more often. I am terrified of the idea of getting married again, or even dating someone because I am scared of being hurt and abused again. Yet that fear is what is preventing me from being filled with light. I can't have my eye single to the Lords glory when I am afraid. I have known this for a while, yet it is much more difficult to vanquish fear than it is to say we must do it. I would appreciate your thoughts. How do you get rid of fear? What is that process? I am not talking about small little nervous. I am talking about a deep rooted fear that has almost become the core of who I am. Like they say in The Croods, "Fear keeps us alive." That is very much how I have felt. Fear of being trapped and mistreated has kept me out of relationships which might trap and mistreat me. It has kept me alive, but Fear isn't as good at watching out for my welfare as the Savior is.....so how do I turn it over to him? How can I even find every shred of fear in me to let it all out?

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